哽咽哭泣，很累。
不被谅解，很累。
作两头不着岸的桥梁，很累。

即使沟通再多，it's still just talk.

如果行动不被肯定，还要试吗? 是否只是徒劳无功呢?

我的心害怕重蹈覆辙.

tired. super tired. standing and shouting for 12 hours is no joke. money's coming in!

i'm contented. =)

i'm disturbed by a realisation that hit me. i guess i should really speak up.

expo for 5 days, catch me there if you want. =) good luck to gen for her paper, and take good care qiuling and mindy.

it's better to quarrel more when you don't know each other well in the beginning, than to quarrel only when you know each other well.

but, there are some things about me that aren't obvious at first glance.

one, i love my family. no matter if i don't show it. they are the first people i love, and the first to love me. regardless of what i do, i hope to be my parents' pride, and my brother's role model. ultimately, they are the ones i care about the most.

two, i can be damn emotional and stubborn. you would know about this if you know me, enough said.

i cant think of three, and four, and five. haha another day perhaps.

my bedtime, still daytime for mindan and qiuling!

i love seeing them, their lameness and their happy-go-lucky attitude just makes me smile. and knowing them for so long, i feel at ease with them.

to know we are closer than we were few years back makes me happy!

video of funny forfeits are prohibited, but it was really hilarious. hee

the dinner at hard rock cafe on 16/05/07, minus yinjie, who was working and couldn't come.



tingyan with her belated present!


shell with her present =)


close up of shell's present, hong & i are quite proud of it! haha

my dear girl has reached germany!! hope she's fine, and that her meeting with mindan will be fun! =)

and then in a few weeks' time, another dear girl will be leaving for hongkong. hmm seems like everyone is going to explore a bigger world out there..

heard a stranger quarreling on the phone last night, and i'm so afraid it'll happen to me. the same tired heart, that doesn't seem to be appreciated.

playing badminton almost every other day. even if i don't slim down, i guess i'll at least be fitter. haha

ql leaving tomorrow!!! but at least we managed to eat lunch together. hope she has a good time there=)

attending a chalet this weekend, and next friday must start working. the month of may is almost over!

ultra tired. sore and aching all over..

i'm glad that through the years, the boys have remained the boys. always glad to see them, their humour just cracks me up. =) we should meet more often, especially now that we're having holidays.

when enough time has passed, everything can return to normalcy, if you only let it. this i believe.

你的不明白，让我心痛

i am not going to plan anything for the month of june. plans are made to be screwed up. and then now my world is in chaos. grrr

sian diao.

i couldn't change them, so i thought i could change you. and in the midst of my selfish thinking, i forgot to care about your feelings.

how could you make someone so sad, when you didn't intend to?

i like looking at photos. they are symbols that you were happy in that moment, and that you care enough to want to remember them forever.

i've never spent so much money so fast, not even in hongkong. the amount i earn in 5 days is spent in less than 5 hours. unbelievable.. haha

but it just goes to show how efficient we are. though i kind of find it troublesome to always be one of those few who are in charge of buying presents, and organising celebrations. hmm

mothers day is this sunday! yucky buffet dinner tomorrow at paramount again. the bully gets her way.

i realise it's a bad idea to pack my holidays so tight, that i have no spontaneity to squeeze in much stuff.

anything, must check with my scheduler.

today's plan postponed, cause my dear girl is down with a flu and fever, and surprisingly, me too. haha

had a good game of badminton yesterday, that made me want to do more sports this holiday!! =) bowling, swimming, badminton, and jogging maybe? pool too. lol

rest day today, then tomorrow off to buy my girls' presents.. saturday is mothers' day celebration!!

14, 15 taken up.. =p

喜欢被你宠爱，但又害怕被你宠坏。

busy busy week ahead! advance booking required, if you want to date me! free on 14,15! lol

enjoy the holidays people!

yay! ended the promoter job at prime supermarket. haha so tiring for low pay, without air con somemore. grumbly. haha

had dinner at suntec sizzler with qiuling, shaun and joyce to celebrate a belated birthday for shaun. use your present well! and sorry, we didn't remember to take photos. next time la k? today seh, but had a nice time lol-ing.

i like the phrase 'goodnight my world'. wouldn't it be so nice to say this to the one you love every night, and to sleep in warm arms?

presentation tomorrow, then not stepping into NTU for three months!

silly. my silly.

爱情不停站
想开往地老天荒
需要多勇敢
你不要失望
荡气回肠是为了最美的平凡

there are some pictures i want to take, but the idea was refuted.

exams finally over, but there was a trial of another sort today. for courage and love, i want to say thanks, knowing i don't need to, and should never feel i ought to.

last paper today! but at a freaking 730pm!

i wanna play badminton, swim, bowl, learn to cycle, go on a trip!

and you can see me again at food fair from 25-29 may at expo! haha

i think if i were to go daiso unaccompanied, i will buy a basket full of items. the things just look so affordable and interesting. haha

i know what everyone wants from me. and i do try to make things happen. but the change brought about by one person would be insignificant, and time is needed.

i know what everyone wants. and somehow their wants obscures what i want, to the point that i'm unsure what i want.